Heyas,
I'm sorry you're having trouble! Unfortunately, I'm not able to see that you were ever a Premium subscriber. I've searched our PayPal for your forum ID, and the email you've registered with, and we've never received a payment from/for either. Is it possible you have multiple EQResource logins, and accidently logged into the wrong one?
If you can give us more information, such as what date your Premium payment was sent, I will be happy to assist you further!